Wednesday, July 31, 2024

Heart Surgeries You Don't Hear About

In a bed in the Emergency Room at St Mary's Hospital in Tuscon, Dr. Gonzales said I needed bypass surgery RIGHT NOW!! When I declined he threatened to have me committed whereupon they would do as they pleased. I stood my ground and he called the psychiatrist.

Fortunately, she was of sound mind, affirmed mine, and I was free to go.

Over the years people have asked - many with incredulity - why I haven't had surgery. I don't usually tell of the research that influenced me, but when you delve a bit, the statistics aren't as cheerful as the surgeons would have you believe.

Now & then there's one of gold.



Today I found The Furry Gnome's (F.G.) blog. (And in list at right)

This post, March 5, 2018, begins the tale.


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I chose my bed and am, increasingly, spending more time in it. F.G. is a FAR stronger-willed individual than I. But his story is similar to the many that helped me decide. We don't hear from  the ones who die on the table or within a short time; or who suffer for months then expire. 

As ole J. Krishnamurti suggested, youse may wanna, "Think on these things."

I do, as I toddle down the hall, on my own two feets, every morning.

Thursday, July 25, 2024

Fleetwood Monarch Bow

It's been over a year since, figuring I wasn't gonna need it anymore, I donated my Samick Sage bow and custom-crafted flu-flus from Easton arrows to charity.

Now, still here and bored to tears, I broke down and spent $160.00 for a new (see blog title) bow and three carbon-fiber arrows from Warrior




(This Libre Baskerville font is pretty cool, donchyuhtink?)

As a legend in my own mind, I used to practice -- with my .357 pistol -- shooting from the hip. I'd set up a half-liter bottle, start walking and when I was about 10 or 12' away I'd pivot & fire. Eventually, after 30 years or so, I could hit it... deadcenter.

Now you may snort in derision and I'd buy yuh a beer; certainly, Annie Oakley woulda died laffin'. But I figured iffen I ever was inna sitch-ee-ayshun whar I needed a gun, if I was any further than 12 feet I'd try running. (course, that wuz back when I cud run.) 

Anyway, as much as I enjoy remembering my purple-handled, long-barreled six-shooters I had as a five-year-old, 


I never grew accustomed to the noise of real guns. (Wasn't big on noise of toy ones either.) After the heart-attack (lotta hyphens here, Art; are you noticing?) I gave away the guns and made the move to archery.

Anyway, when testing the bow at the store I was pleased to see I could still hit the target. 

Today, I went out to address the haybales and the photo at the top shows how it went. The shot at the upper right was when I tried to aim.


I stand behind the chairs...34'6" from the target.

Check out the snazzie quiver...$10 from Amazon.



Though the Monarch label is on the upper limb, I like to make it easy. I had a label from an excellent German stout on my Samick but since my beer-swilling days have ended, I used a Darrell Lea licorice label.

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Tuesday, July 23, 2024

Sun Dial - 23.July.24

8:06 pm

Standing in this spot...



Der Zon ist he'ar...






Brian, Dixie & Rose

After the archery shop (see previous post) I stopped to get water. While awaiting the jug's filling, a guy and his dog stopped by. He said the dog smelled water but he, the guy, didn't have any money. I said I'd share some of mine and asked if he had a bowl. He rummaged in a backpack and soon produced a collapsible, rubber bowl. I poured; Dixie drank.

Over the course of the next three bowls Brian told how he'd grown up in the neighborhood and had lived here until his mother died three years ago. They sold the house and divided the proceeds between the six of them; he got $40k. He'd tried to make it last and had been working until 7 months ago when he'd been shot in the leg by a drive-by shooter. (I tell yuh, Albuquerque's an exciting place!)

The guy shot six other people and was now in prison, but Brian had lost his job, ran out of money, and was now homeless and living on the street in Old Town (the area around Albuquerque's original plaza).

He'd taken the bus, they're free, up to the Albertson's at Eastdale Shopping Center intending to panhandle. He said people are kinder up here. Down where he is, at Old Town, there're so many homeless and people can't help them all so they don't help any. 



Intimidated by the security guard at the Albertson's, he was reminiscing about what it was like when there was a movie theater, a bowling alley and other stores that made the corner of Candelaria and Eubank the hub of the universe.

Around Dixie's fourth bowlful a woman came to use the water dispenser (fill her jugs sounded too suggestive). As Brian talked she kept winking at me as if what he was saying was jive. Soon though, she started to ask questions. Brian's answers not only showed his story to be true, but it drew Rose, that was her name, in and she began offering solutions.

This story is just getting going, so you may wanna stop here. I'm documenting what has been for me an amazingly numinous day...a rarity in these parts, so I'm engaged. But you, hapless reader, may wanna consider yer options.


When Rose asked about his doctor appointments and getting disability -- Brian is 54 and eligible -- Brian said he doesn't have a phone.

"What about an Obama phone?" Rose asked.

"No longer available," Brian rejoined.

"There's a sign up by Lomas advertising free phones."

"I saw that. I'm gonna look into it. But I have no money."

At this point I decided to help. Saying, "I think I have some cash," I went and, realizing the smallest I had was a $20, gave it to him. His gratitude was palpable and along with a heartfelt "thank you," I got a nice pat on the shoulder.

Intrigued by Rose's knowledge of the safety net (such as it is), I asked her how she knew of the services she was referencing.

"I was a juvenile corrections officer and have been fostering children for 34 years. I recently accepted a five and three year old. They're mother was deemed unfit, probably into drugs. I've had them for two years now."

The subject switched to children. Always derisive of Albuquerque, I took the opportunity to scathe the lack of entertainment for children; and don't get me started on the lack of anything for adults. 

"I send 'em outside." said Rose.

"What is there for them out there?!? Nothing but pavement." My umbrage swelling to the topic.

"I have a huge backyard and a twelve-foot sandbox, teeter-totter, monkey bars, swings."

"Well, that's something, but we used to ride our bikes down to the little creek. And then, on weekends, we'd ride 'em the two or three miles to the Big Creek. We had BB guns. We made gunpowder. All of Albuquerque's arroyos are paved, there's never any water in them and parents are afraid to let their children out of their sight." 

"It's true things have changed," she said. "And now they want to give the children back to their mother."

"That must be hard," I said.

"Yes, but it's the nature of the work."

After wishing Brian good luck, Rose got in her van and I got in Schvoogie. Brian & Dixie were ambling back toward Albertson's. As I watched, Rose's white van slowed to a stop. Brian paused and looked, then moved closer. Suddenly, an arm shot out the window, the hand clutching something that might have been money. Brian, smiling broadly, accepted the gift...and I, I continued on my Moose way home.

Methinks that's a magical water dispensor.


Cody & the New Bow

One of the advantages of being in a large city is specialty shops like Hit or Miss Archery. 

I'd decided to get a new bow and had had a good experience last time at Hit or Miss. I went down yesterday to order a string for one I found on eBay and Cody, from Tohajiliilee, had pointed out how the limbs are warped. When I asked how he thought it'd affect its performance he said, "Not much." so I ordered the string.




Back home I noticed the limbs were loose even when the bolts that hold them in place were tight After looking more closely at the twisted limbs I decided it just wasn't gonna do. When I called to cancel the order for the string, Cody told of a small bow -- I'd said I like small - he could show me. Today I went back.

It was a 16# (draw) with a riser (the part the limbs attach to) that weighed nothing. He put a string on it and brought me three arrows, helped me clear the stage (the area around me) and put the target ten feet in front of me. There were others on the range and he was being careful. After the first set I asked him if we could move it. He asked where. I went to 20'.

My first shot caromed off the edge of the three-foot-wide target and disappeared into the depths of the range. I turned to him and said, "See what you made me do!" My other two were pretty good.

We had to wait for the "all clear" but by then I'd decided to take the bow. I asked him to make me 3 arrows. He was gone about ten minutes.

I put the three in a tight, respectable group that silenced the tittering of the two girls and put some respect into the demeanors of the good ole boys watching.

I turned to Cody and quietly said, "I'm really glad you were here today." It was his 7th anniversary of the job.




At the register he noted the name of the bow is Monarch and the arrows are Warriors. He said, "Sounds mythical...as if you're going on a journey." I asked if he knew the meaning of life (my fav question for instances like this). He said he wakes up each morning, thinks about his two children and his wife...and happiness. "It's about happiness," he said.

We shook hands - gently - the Navajo way, and I, I went on my Moose way home.




Sunday, July 21, 2024

Donut In the Sky...with cactus

The cactus has been in the family even before my time -- more than 30+ years. It was the doughnut cloud that first caught my attention.











Thursday, July 18, 2024

Santa Fe

On our way back from Abiquiu we stopped in The Fe for lunch. It was easy-access Mexican but the most raucous place we've been in years. I like my troughs QUIET! but they had good reviews and it was down the street from the bookstore. 

Cake's was next door. Hopefully they'll still be there when we next pass through. Table-cloths!

A slideshow with map of location.


Wednesday, July 17, 2024

Underpants!!

After a bizarre experience at Las Parras de Abiqui in which Michelle was told, with a wagging finger and no uncertain terms, we had to be out in ten minutes, we staggered forth and moved to The Inn at the Delta in Española.



Tuesday, July 16, 2024

Jack at Las Parras de Abiquiu

 


We'd no more than turned off the engine when Jack strolled over to bid us welcome. His evident pleasure at meeting us and our subsequent admiration immediately secured us as fast friends.


We were on the NO PETS side and had been warned that his entreaties to come inside had to be ignored; he's sneaky, and even a six-inch opening (of the door) was purported to be sufficient.

In the photo below, you can see his hurt and chagrin at being rebuffed.



Later, he returned to express his understanding and share some fur.





Here's my cat-butt! HAHAHAHA!!




Craft Donuts & Coffee

Traveling the world to bring news comparable to the best epiphany. Donuts From Around the Globe.

Two locations in Fanta Se; we chose the south. $2.67 each.









Office - Completion!

The primary impetus was to have a livable space for Steve, Michelle's brother, while we took a brief sojourn. 

SUCCESS! 



Sunday, July 14, 2024

Tortoise(s)

Each has their own routine and have yet to appear at the same time. We're hoping they're males and will be the last of their line. If the roadrunners don't get 'em, they'll prolly outlive us.






The Office - Progersh

As LBJ used to say (through his loose upper plate), "Progersh iz bein' maid."




Friday, July 12, 2024

Costantini Chair

Some twenty or twenty-five years ago I rescued the chair from the curb in the student ghetto. About ten or so years ago, when I still had money -- or thought I did -- I had it refinished. 

After years of searching for a fabric identical to the original, we settled on something sortof. And Michelle began.


As luck would have it, her heirloom Swingline staple-gun was out of staples. She purchased some nice-looking 9/16, 9mm staples from Staples, the office supply store. They didn't fit. We ordered some from Office Max. Further research disclosed the staple-gun was broken. I disassembled and perused, but to no avail. 


We acquired a NEW staplegun...the Bostich "Heavy Duty."



The Bostitch 9MMs didn't fit. I returned the gun to Lowe's and came back with an Arrow Heavy Duty Type T50 stapler. It's "action" was too stiff  for her and the 9MMs proved to be too long. I returned the 9MMs to Staples, went back to Lowe's and repurchased the stapler shown above with staples to fit. Michelle began again.

In the Beginning



Fini

Pietro Constantini



















Ten years in the making. Let it never be said that The Squidges ever rushed a job.

Thursday, July 11, 2024

Sandia Mtns Seasonal Sundial

As the year progresses the sun moves from the north end of the mountains to the south. In winter, I'll have to go to the front to see the sunrise.

At 6:43 a.m. the sun was behind the tree to the left (north) of the telephone pole.



The yard is left to its own devices. There're desert tortoises that swing by for meals of catfood, mango, cantaloupe. The crows bring pecans from somewhere but like the elm in which to shell and dine. Finches nest in the eave above the store-room and in the crotch of the west cottonwood. In years past we've had an orbweaver. 

The background noise
is the swamp (evaporative) cooler.



Sunday, July 7, 2024

The Office

It was from this room that we organized the national show of feminist art, one national and one regional show of art-by-architects and what was probably the country's first national show of digital art. 



Prepping


After closing the gallery, Rampant Spliffoes, after-school programs in the arts, commandeered the space. 

Xannibelle, the wonderful seamstress who put gussets in my pants legs and does Phoebe's tapestries, is finishing up the curtains. 


Michelle is considering doing a painting on the sound barrier in the window.





Thursday, July 4, 2024

James Merrill

So, she's skimming When Memory Speaks by Jill Ker Conway and picks out James Merrill and starts sending me pictures of pages from his memoir.


Merrill in 1973

Photo unattributed on Wiki


Next, I find Merrill's biography by Langdon Hammer



Langdon Hammer

Photo from Yale University - Unattributed



which leads to an interview with James's nephew, Robin Magowan 


Robin Magowan

Photo from Red Hen Press website - Unattributed






who wrote, among other things, Improbable Journeys


Photo from Northwestern University Press website - Unattributed


So, I'm transcribing Marc Fishbones' memoir and he's telling how he opened his shop, The Black Orchid in Stonington, Connecticut in 1997 and how his landlord was the Chief of the Mashantucket Pequot who also own the Foxwood casino. So'I'm looking at Google Maps seeing where these places are and then read in Merrill's Wiki page that Merrill and his partner of three decades, David Jackson, moved to Stonington in 1955. And if it hadn't been for Marc, I'd have let it slide by. But now I know.

Yesterday, when Daniel Chamberlin's latest Void Contemplation Tactics arrived, it contained a plethora of references to Paul Bowles who I'd tracked down through a mention of Mrabet in Patti Smith's M Train. Along with The Sheltering Sky and much else, Paul translated Mrabet's stories.. 

All the above has some relation to Victoria N. Alexander's book  The Biologist's Mistress, in which she elaborates and expands on Lynn Margulis's & Dorian Sagan's theories of symbiogenesis in which chance plays a stronger role than genetic mutation.

Tuesday, July 2, 2024

Monday, July 1, 2024

Maui & Michele

Much of life in Albert's Turkey revolves around cats.

This time it began when an elderly client of Michelle's had to move; each of the couple took two cats but neither could take Maui. Attempts to find the 19-year-old a home went unfulfilled until finally, after Double El agreed to fund her, One El agreed to house her.

The Cat Diva came out of retirement for four hours to give Maui a full spa treatment including grooming and bath.


One El ------------------------------------------------- The Cat Diva


A trip to The Vet showed good teeth so they laid in a stock of middens-litter and myriad flavors of food. Within a few days Maui settled onto One El's bed and was keeping her company through the night.

Then, yesterday afternoon, she started having seizures. Sunday afternoon is not the best time, but, you know, this is a cat. They ended up at a Vet an hour north in Algodones.

When her blood-work came back it showed the seizures had taken their toll. They still had another sit to do so decided to let her stay overnight at the Vet's where she could be kept comfortable; they'd come back today to bring her home to be euthanized. At 11:30 pm One El told her good night and they returned to Albuq. It was 1:47 a.m. when Michelle (Double El) pulled into the driveway.

This morning Maui was up and eating well and looking around for something to do. Instead of euthanasia, the Michellles (three els when spoken of collectively) are bringing her home to continue the opera. The fat lady ain't sung yet.



As aging Boomers meet their demise, these dramas are happening more frequently. Please consider adopting an older animal. Maui's bill is well over $2,000.00 but her show of appreciation is priceless.