After sleeping all day, "recovery" (finally!) began around 5 pm.
After documenting the loss of ~ $650 on ZEPP, nearly half of the year's profits, I brought the trading amount up to $3200.00, sufficient to buy 50 shares of SOXL at my targeted price of $63.00.
Though making the decision to sell at a loss was discouraging, its minor effect on my mood showed how far I've come.
This morning, we're talking 2 a.m. this morning, a couple of hours ago, as the effects of the fentanyl dose change from 25 to 75 mcg lifted, I reset the sails (deposited money into the Webull account) and after having slept through most of yesterday, hoped to get a few hours before the full trading day begins at 7:30 (pre-mkt begins at 2 a.m.).
Further!
ZEPP continued down and closed at $18.02. Had I held, I'd have lost $950.00.
After watching SOXL drop like a stone to $60.50, I decided to wait and see what Monday brings before buying.
Unfortunately, this is not a game I'm good at. But lying here, hour after day, it's entertaining.